the real reason u seek me and the reason i want u to seek me.

but I know

at some point

ur eyez would darken.

while mine will not

u would stop seeking me.

and I would remember,

the time when i was all u wanted.

u will leave me

and even though i've stopped running after you

i will still want u

i will want to draw back curtains.

bursting bubblez.

rupturing ur anger, consoling my grief, seeing yours, wrap u in warmth until it made u zick, until it passed and u, for once in ur life. gave in.

i wonder;

are u too passed gone?

or are u like me?

are we similar inzide the grey layerz of the world?

not fully there, not fully gone.

but where a glimpze of us,

even in hiding, will flood like a pressured wave of blinding light,

across a whole universe.

iz that why u seek me?